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Curiouser and Curiouser

Okay, so this is a topic that always confounds. If you don’t like something or even hate it why then do you feel the need to make negative comments about it? This is something I’ve always pondered. It started when I joined an MB and noticed a lot of negative comments that went from I don’t like such and such to just all out bile. Or flaming as it is called. I still go there occasionally but only to catch up with people who I’ve made friends with.

So, anyway, I was on literotica checking out an M/M story as I sometimes do, I read it, wasn’t sure whether I liked it or not, decided to scroll down to the bottom of the page to see what others were saying and decide whether or not to comment. Then I saw it, a very negative, hateful comment. Huh? WTF? The person was obviously homophobic and yet read the story anyway. What? I don’t understand, why read the freaking story and then make such a hateful comment? I just don’t get it.

It makes no sense to me at all. If you hate the subject why read about it? Then take it one step further by commenting so you can spread your hate? I just don’t understand that. To take up that much time and energy to spread such bile make no sense to me. Sure I’ve been pissed off before but I normally rant, rave, let it all out and then move on or try to.

If you don’t like M/M or F/F fine that’s your thing, but to be so hateful about it? I just don’t understand. I guess I’m just open minded. What business is it of mine what other people do in relationships. As long as they aren’t hurting anyone and they are good people why should I care? Sometimes I don’t get this world. Shit like this just brings out that part of me that during depression just didn’t want to have anything to do with the world. *sigh*

Now that I talked about that, I can tell you guys that I’m still in editing. Just sent what I hope will be the final MS (manuscript) to my CP. I hope she tells me it’s ready to go, because I really want to submit this story and concentrate on Pot of Gold. I recently had a flood of ideas and time line thoughts that I really liked and some that made me sad. I got inside the head of one of the characters that has been keeping me at bay (Raiden, Jayha 🙂 ). I know now that some characters will die and things will get dark. I know that what is to come may spill over into the mortal realm and one of the books may have to jump far into a not so happy future. I just hope some of my favorite characters will survive. I also hope I paint a interesting and realistic future.

I would like to spend this weekend in my writing cave and just write. My goal five chapters of two stories, Pot of Gold and my I/R Vamp story. I hope I can get those done and maybe even surpass my goal. Anyway, thanks for checking out the blog. Have a great weekend everyone. Hugs.

Selena

P.S. Website almost done, just have to pick the questions for my first victim er, volunteer Adele Dubois for the interview section and I’ll put up the link. Hope you like the site.